Thursday, May 8, 2008

8 May 08 - Half battle won..

U wont be able to imagine how TIRED i am today..After a day of fun yesterday, my inbox is BURSTING with so many 'urgent' emails! My whole team are on course these 2 days, so I'm alone to face all these horror mails! Simply no time for washroom or even snacks at all! As matter of fact, I just reached home.. it's been so long since I worked such long hours!! but I kinda enjoy it...hee.. yes, I enjoy being workaholic.. :P

Honestly, I was kinda afraid that i might 'freak out' cos working late reminds me of B.. And it still does.. I miss him.. It's so hard to concentrate in work (I still have 30 unread emails for tomorrow, after clearing 20 today...) I know I just have to...esp I'm alone in this email battle, have to clear all of them by weekend..otherwise my team will face hell of emails on Monday.. it's not good for team spirit, esp for start of week..I guess this 'fighting spirit' kept me going for the past 13hrs at work :)

... I wonder how is B now.. miss him, yet cant talk to him.. It's actually not easy to love someone from afar..what else can I do??..

Oh ya, people, I need your prayers ok? Latest update is I have to attend 3days meeting in India on my own! Yes, I know I'm used to business trips and travelling alone.. but this location + my condition is really gonna be a GREAT test for me. Pray that I wun freak out by cultural shock, and any panic attack.. Just feeling that it WILL BE a great challenge for me.. Though I know my hotel and transfer are of best - 5star designer hotel + company transfer.. All taken into consideration and of the best plan.. but.. it's just kinda intimidating..Afterall it's my first time to INDIA, and it's not really a city area as meeting office is in the industrial zone...

...ok i got to sleep.. Sounds of my sisters playing Wii in living room.. I'm too tired to even watch them play now.. goodnight, my dear..

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

No worries, we will pray for you. Everything will turn out great for u.