OK, I admit I've been religious in past entries...But what do you expect? I'm totally IN AWE of what's happening! It's like suddenly able to see after being blind... get what I mean?
Fine, let's be more 'mortal' and practical (I'll try ok?).. Hmm... let's see what can I start on.. Oh ya! I'm being 'persuaded' to purchase Wii as my 'investment' to curb my retail therapy (to stop buying things I have to buy thing?). Well, for the better of family, why not.. One thing for sure, my shoe cabinet can finally take a rest, espeically I've bought about 20 NEW pairs while it can only contain 20pairs.. This IS a joy for my family, really, if I can finally stop coming home with a pair of new shoes. Yes, yes I know - I'm shoe-fanatic, and I'm proud of it! :) Now.. I'm going to turn my attention feet fashion to feet health and support.. ahha.. how I pamper my boney feet, for they have to take the full weight of my 40kg everyday!
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I went to consult my doc before I came home just now..He's surprised that I'm 'off medication' now (just 3wks ago, he told me I'll need another 2-3mths before he can consider reducing my dosage). Well, i guess it's for the better.. I just wanted to be sure on my mental recovery (I cant believe it myself), and ended up paying $20 for less than 2mins 'assurance consultation'. What a price to pay for professional assurance.. But I just do not want to land myself in a spiritual hipe of delusion or phantasy..It'll be worse than being in mental depression!
I guess this is just me - when I'm on medication, i pray for God's healing; yet when I'm healed, I wonder if it's just another phrase of mental disorder.. I just don't have enough faith to accept His blessings, yet keep praying for His blessings.. So much about being 'Christians'.. Have faith to ask, yet no faith to receive..
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