Thanksgiving

Hi, I'm back - wednesday (RCIA) night again.. I really cannot express how much I enjoy this journey - the way it is structured into the Word, the people and even the difference in praise and worship. I just look forward to RCIA, cant believe next week is my 1st interview..I'm nervous..but I know it'll be a nice interview cos I know I'm ready to move forward in this faith..

Well, how to update u about my past week?? It's freaking me out totally, but I'm learning to enjoy God's grace and favour on me.

Let's start with last Sunday..
I had a dream..and I miss B.. I know it's kinda weak for me to admit this, but yes - I do miss him. I was so affected that I cried in Adoration room again (after so long of non-crying)..Even in Mass, the message was so direct to my heart that I had to hold back my tears! The amazing part is not just the message, but after the Mass, the lady sitting next to me began to share her experience with me! She is like 'so-fated' to sit next to me! I'm in awe of God's plan and also in shock.. how real God is! I am so blessed - I know God is carrying me through this walk (story of Footprints)..

As Manager, I had to face a lot of work issues, from HR, Admin, PR and even office relocation matters. All happens and have to be done at the same time - it is really very challenging, esp with my condition. But I thank God I was able to cope with the workload and stress. The peace came when I started to feel stress and I prayed.

I really like the job - management reports, monthly newsletter, weekly meetings and weekly team gatherings.. It's really a lot, excluding the fact I have to source for interior designers and new office space. My stress come from one source - my boss. His management style is very different from mine and I cannot exchange ideas with him. The whole office knows he is a walking time-bomb. That's why i decided to throw in the towel on Monday.

Trust me, my boss was REALLY angry with me for resigning. He threw his temper at the sales team before he called me in to 'discuss'. I was really very nervous when I entered. But I don't know why - words just came out in such calm tone. And I was released on that same day, though my 2weeks notice still valid (I still get paid!). I was 'relieved' yet feeling 'jobless' when I stepped out of his room. But when I returned to my room, I received this call from my previous boss - offering me a opportunity to return! I was and still am in total amazement on God's plan! Everything just so flow!!!

I am so happy! All my stress and sense of 'jobless' are taken away immediately. I cannot explain how shock I was and how freaking it is to me because God is so real to me!!! Indeed His ways are higher than my ways!

Praise to our Lord, Jesus Christ!