OK-I'm home alone for the next 2 days, with my 2 dogs...
My family just left for their trip..Why I didn't go with them? I was supposed to..paid for it..ended up sponsoring my sister's boyfriend (Xyan) for this trip due to my India trip. If you wonder why I'm so good to Xyan, I AM good to him.. He's like a 'part-time' boyfriend to me, a dear brother who will be my future brother-in-law. (Even if they don't turn out well, at least I'd still have this friend, this brother)
OK, coming back to my test..Yes, it really gonna be MY TEST - to face the empty house, maintian it and FACING ALONLINESS..If you know me personally, I'm not a person who stay at home alone, especially so after my depression. I'd grab every chance to go out, even though I'll miss my dogs when I'm out. I just cannot stay at home alone..
Now, I HAVE TO FACE MY FEAR - ALONE. Can you people keep me in prayers? I really do not wish to have any panic attack..I just want to survive this test.. To you, yes - it's just home alone, no big deal.. but trust me, i'm facing a GREAT challenge to balance my sanity, emotions and faith.. No one to talk to..Please keep me in your prayers for this week, ok? This is NOT going to be an easy week - a test of alonliness, or 'independence' if you want to call it..
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