I was 'scare' to sleep last night cos I don't know if I'll be dreaming of B again - the joy of dreaming with the pain of reality is really very torturing, if you ever experience it.I was trying my best to tire myself out by surfing the Net and my friend emailed this article to me....Another 'coincident'? OK, my life is certainly full of 'coincidents'..too many of them..
Now, physically in office after a long weekend, my mind still clings onto the teachings of the article from last night. Job and David are really impossible!! They go through all the dramatic changes in their lives, yet able to turn and praise God, and in the end both gain so much favour from God..so much that God actually answers Job's questions to his situation and David is so doted by God as 'man after God's own heart'. What an HONOUR to be praised by God, our Creator Himself!
Looking at what's happening and happened around me (be it personally or globally), there're so much pain and laments! "Oh God, why me?","why do You allow this to happen?","God,what have I done to deserve this?"...Even if no sound is made, can you hear the cries and screams of hearts? The desperate cries for help, coming directly from our hearts! God must be hurting so much more than us, as He hears these voices of our hearts. He loves everyone of us so much..To make things worse, He is the One who has to allow and 'approve' these painful experiences, knowing that He'll be more hurtful than us, knowing that we might 'blame' Him because we will not be able to understand His good intentions and plans...It must be really tough and hurtful to be God..I can imagine our Lord crying as He prays for us (have you seen the Agony of Jesus in Gethsemane?)..That is how He is intercessing for us, no matter how we blame him...
Source: www.theholyrosary.org
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