just had a good dinner with my colleagues (believe it or not, it's me who host it)..chatted a lot, shared a lot.. even when my energy level was low, it's good to listen to the interesting conversation..good time after work..someone even suggestted we should make it a monthly chill-out.
coming home, i took the MRT..since my condition,i've avoided MRT..cos B is a mrt-person..just now,when i was in the train and even at the station, i cant help making small turns..hoping to catch B in the crowd..though i dont know how i'd respond but i kinda miss him.. still do..in fact, have been dreaming of him these nights.. perhaps i'm too stress..
what a smoky night cos it's the eve of Chinese ghost month..and my super sensitive nose has been blocked and irritated since 10.30pm..people r praying downstairs, buring incense and offering fruits to spirits who are supposed to be out in this month..it's so funny,isnt it? pple rather believe there's bad spirits around, and pray they'll stay away, but they find it hard to believe in the great loving Spirit of God. Is this culture or just traditional pessimistic mindset? try sharing experience of encountering bad spirit,pple will believe u..BUT try sharing the experience of encountering Living God, pple will rationalise and be skeptical, even label u as religious.
I have this friend who believe in spirits,fengshui etc..he is willing to spend thousands of dollars in a piece of crystal which he believes will ward off bad spirits..Then,i wonder why is it so hard for him to spend less than $50 to get a Bible - the Word of the Living God, who promises everlasting covenant and His faithfulness endures forever. Somemore, He is the Creator of that crystal which he believes in. Why people rather believe in the creation,rather than the Creator? It's so ironic..
I cant say there's no spirit as what science will claims..cos i had my experiences with them. I dont know if it's good or bad-i kinda gifted in this kind of spiritual connection. When i was in my primary days, i thought it was cool;in my secondary days,it started to get scary..trust me - their power cannot be underestimated n thy're always hunting around...and now i delight myself in connection with the Holy Spirit. I know there are still other spirits around me. But i have the Holy Spirit! He who is in me is greater than he who is in the world (1John4:4). I shall walk in fear no more.Amen!
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