this is the first yr i'm absence from Festival of Praise. i wanted to attend,but cos i din serve in AMP last wk, i think i'd serve today.. when my mind was in indoor stadium,making me hard to focus,that song came again - Be Still. (i dun usually hear that song around,but whenever i'm troubled,it'll appear n keep me still)..
Perhaps cos i know if i go FOP,i might cry again..i miss B. I still do, whether u like it or not. I miss worshipping God together with B..And last yr was his 1st time to FOP...Delia n i was greatly blessed by Don Moen, while Ben n B enjoyed Delirious? ministering. And Pst Phil was good :)
The whole Christian community of Singapore will be in FOP..except Cath..(i dunno why but they're not in the loop of this annual Christian gathering. FOP is always a BIG event cos Christians from all over Singapore will come together to pray, praise and worship God, despite their denominations..Some of my friends in Malaysia will even take the effort to come FOP in Singapore)..Pst Mark Conner will be preaching about Christian lifestyle which i'm been very interested..(i'm so going to borrow sermon CDs again)
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i'll be leaving for KL to PASSION youth conference in few hrs' time, taking morning coach. i wonder will B be going? what wld i respond if i 'bump' into him? i miss B so much..even though it's nearly a yr soon. but my love and missing has not been any lesser.. he's always the first person in my prayers,the first person i'd bless when i see couples on the street..when i'm having fun,i want to share with him; when i've some good snacks, i'm still keeping some for him though i dun know if he'd ever get to eat them.
what is he like now? how is his life now? does he ever think of me now? what is his heart now? ... i guess this yr will be a full journey of memories with B..esp Nov12...
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