I wet my pillow last night.. totally wet with my tears.. I know today is a new day from God.. but i really need to hear from Him.. I need His hug to tell me everything is alright..
Went to St John @ Jln Nanas for Mass. Same settings w same attitudes..people minding their own business in the House of God...i really cant care less about anyone anymore,not even my group mates (after knowing they've settled themselves)..I just want to come to Father..no one knows this pain, this burden i have.. only Him..
5 loaves 2 fishes.. what a common story to inspire God's people to offer what they have to God..But i desire something more.. something my eyes have yet opened to.. What is Jesus doing, how did he feel when he decided to do this miracle? Compassion? As i kept asking these qns during the Mass, i realised that's more to compassion..so much more..if only He could find someone who desires for Him,He is willing to do any miracle to feed them.. more than just 5 loaves 2 fishes..
tagged in my heart to open my Bible ..and found this verse jumping at me..
Psa 20:4
"May He grant you according to your heart’s desire,and fulfill all your purpose."
tears rolled down again..on foreign land again..
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