i just saw B in his facebook..I'm happy for him cos it looked like he really enjoyed his Korea trip..not company trip, so i suppose it's a mission trip.. :)
It's kinda funny actually - he went on a mission trip earlier than me when it's my desire to go into mission field...haha..It shows how wasteful I've been with my life, knowing what i want to do yet no action for 15yrs. J,J,J... sigh..
Back to B photos..looking at him now, i dun know what to say..I mean, in the past, i'd feel this love,this hurt, the disappointment by the one i love so much can hurt me so much.. but today,..i cant say i dun feel the love for him but this disappointment n hurt didn't come to me.. perhaps i'm tired (Delia said I'd) or perhaps I've finally leave it to God, or perhaps i've come to terms that he's not ready to face himself(as someone said). I dun know... perhaps perhaps perhaps..
All I know is I just want him to be happy..since the start of our relationship and even now.. As long as he's happy, i know i'll be fine. God will be our Guide.
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