12 Jul 08 - 5th day of limping

i've been limping on my leg for 5 days now..and if u know me,u'll know i like walking (esp 'window' shopping). And yes-despite my aching foot,i still walk n carry 'heavy stuff'.Oh come'on,my normal bad is already heavy to some people..so i'm quite ok with weights. But it's really hard to walk 'gracefully' with this ankle,esp on rainy days.It just hurts more when the weather turns rainy and when i'm bathing (in touch with water). This nice experience is starting to take its toll on me now..I cant even move during praise and worship. That's how bad it was..

I met up w an old new friend (JB) just now.before i tell u how's the meeting, u need to understand how i've been trying to survive this week. U know,after the movie+sprained ankle,i really miss B..guess it's the feeling of 'lack of support'.. i know i've to look onto God for support,but hey,i'm human too, ok? i still desire for a physical support-someone to share,to talk. i really want it so much that i actually prayed for someone whom i can really talk to..really really talk to.

I just receive his email after my injury,n it re-connect us up.It just happens all of a sudden like that...after a long gap. I must say,i'm happy to contact him again. but at the same time, i also fear this connection..in fact,for few days,i was rather troubled by this connection (is it good n wise, or ...) It was only just now that I kinda realise we have similiar personality and character..and common topic too.I never expect us to be so 'communicatable',really enjoyed talking to him..Answered prayer? finally i can really talk to someone and he really understands. Yes,we are even able to share faith too. we sat n we talked..I really enjoy it so much.

I just came back.. i know it's late now,but i've to log this in - God answers prayers!

p/s: JB already has a good gf and i know we'll only be friends. so pls dun speculate or 'prophetize' ok? He'll be my buddy friend (which I already have 2).