i've been doing well past months.. not being religious but i must thank God for His strength in this path.. It's not easy, but i know all things are possible with God..
Had my meeting w my counsellor again..I'm just amazed of my progress as she tracked it down from the starting point.. I know it's not my strength, i'm not that 'noble' or strong to fight this constant battle, but it seems that i've been fighting well.. from the pit, i've stood up...now it is time to learn to stand firm n stable.. like a baby learning to walk..
She keeps telling me i've to be patient with myself, which itself is a struggle for me. So much happened, so much have changed.. i'm just not the J who could pick herself from any fall like before.. Maybe it's a lesson for me, maybe it's just a trial.. Whichever, I know i have to go through life - from pit to greatness (Osman Hillman).
Things which I used to take for granted - fall,stand up,balance myself,walk again.. actions which can be done in such smooth flow and reflex, are now such a long journey for me.. Everytime i look at kids now, encourage me to keep trying.. When there's a will, there's a way..Just have to keep doing, doing and doing till I'm able to stand..
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