I decided to step out today..step out from my condition,out of my house..Just at that moment,Wendy invited me for lunch..and other invitations just kept coming in..I don't know if it's God's plan or coincidental..anyway I don't believe in coincidents..
Anyway,I decided to meet my mum instead..it's hard,cos the thoughts still attack now and then in my mind,yet I cannot tell my mum..My medication is always making me drowsy in the afternoon,so it's really a struggle to fight the voices when I'm physically sleepy..In desperation,I held onto my Rosary and started reciting..It helps!! Not immediate,but the peace gradually came..and I'm able to walk normally in the public..
Had a blessed dinner with Delia just now.She is ever so understanding in my cross-over..She shared a lot on the differences between Male and Female problem solving attitude..Very often,we know there's difference,but few of us really take care of this difference in order to bridge communication to work things out together,especially when men who prefer to cave themselves in. Maybe that's what happened to B and me..
After Sunset mass,I sms B hoping that he still regards me as friend,even after reading my blog..I really don't know his definition of 'not 100% accurate', but I sure like to hear his version one day,if he is willing to open up..
Btw,I'm thinking of taking driving lessons..should I?I browsed the advance theory book today,it's intimidating..so many things to remember..Or shall I take singing/spanish lesson??
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Hi Gal,
It's good to take up some interesting courses to keep yourself occupy. But maybe not driving lessons at this point of time cos it really required lots of concntratio. Hey gal, anytime u need somebody to talk to, call me ya. Anyway i am also not working now. =)
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