With all the support around me and God's peace in me,I really feel I'm better now,compared to days ago..But am I really out of depression,in such short time?
B sms me today when I was in prayer.. I thank God that he still cares for me..I'm learning not to read too much into this..If God is for me,who can be against me..He provides for the sparrows of the field,how much more will He care for His children..Ya, it's easier to say I trust Him..But the truth,it still hurts to recall B's words on his decision..I just don't know what to think,except to leave to God who knows the Truth..B say he'll check my blog when he has the chance..I just hope he won't be offended as most of the entries are about him..But then again,this is my blog - the space where I can speak forth and be true to myself (fyi,B said I'm not 'true' person as I change according to situations,but I really don't agree)
My family bought a car today..it's really a 'family commitment' as whole family went out to choose the car,even though it's my sister's work requirement. It's really a blessing too - the agent threw in a lot of free installations for the new car (I don't really know much but my sister is thrilled with the bargain) and got a new 32" LCD TV as a freebie too! Considering the LCD TV is already 2k-3k,I really think it's great bargain.
Come to think of it,it's really funny how much an impact a hug can be..It really restores relationships and bring reconciliation and joy..Now that I can hold and put my arms around my dad and mum without reservations..I'm so proud of myself for being able to do that.. I can be my parent's little girl and rest in their arms anytime..Miracles do happen..
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