Wednesday, January 23, 2008

23 Jan 08 - Thank You,Jesus

God,I thank you for all these you've planned for me.. Nothing happens by coincident, all steps are guided by You..You know I'll be in this valley of tears,robbed of all joy..You have planned it all - sending friends as angels to my life..

I could never understand why you blessed me with job in SAP,even though they have to compensate Microsoft to get me over- and I'm just a minor role. Now I know.. so I can know Gwen,Daphne,Jolyn,Joanne,Serena and the rest.. The best team to work with-they have been really so understanding and supportive through this time..My performace is so bad now,compared to previous months, yet they give me such kind patience and grace..You prepared my way for this trial, Lord.. Who dare to say You are not with me...

I thank You for Jennifer,Cheryl and Wenya..I'm so surprised on their immediate support,even though I've shut them out for past 1mth when it all started.. I didn't know how to tell them.. Words cannot express how they have blessed my life,even just being around.. No matter what happens,they are always with me..Despite their own issues,they take time and effort to take care of me especially during this depression..

Even for the most unexpected,Zhongwei who seldom contact me..contact me out of sudden and gave his support.. And Ares in Taiwan suddenly message me..Everyone seems to know though I didn't tell them..God,You are indeed with me..

I cannot thank You more for Valerie and Delia. Though it's not easy for them to understand my cross-over, but they have been sms Your Word to keep me going. Nothing is more comforting than Your Word,Lord.. And a miracle - Uncle Bonnie..I only met him twice in Charismatic prayer meeting. First, he prayed so directly into my spirit and blessed me with Your peace when I'm so lost in my situation..Twice,I never expected to be prayed..yet he came over to my seat and prayed into my spirit again..Only 2 encounters..Uncle Bonnie has been blessing me so much with all the sms of Your Promises to remind me and keep me going. When I feel so down,somehow these sms of Your Promises will come in and defend me from all the hurt and attacks..God,You hold the broken-hearted so close to You..I cannot deny Your love,Your Word..

Praise in bad times;Pray in good times..God,You are good all the time.
1 Thessalonians 5:18
"in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you"

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