I don't want to be freaky,preachy,or even religious.. But I thank God for the past miraculous days He carried me through.. He really answers prayers if only we would come to Him..
I thought it'll be a normal mass today,afterall it's ordinary time..I thought after all the hype,I should be contented to stay in God's peace (which I am,really) and expect nothing else.. Just go through the mass,listen.. But God is ommipresent..The message was on the Light of Jesus. He is our Light in our darkness,He'll guide us into his Light..I don't know if you agree,but after all these days,Jesus is really my Light..guiding my heart..revealing His faithfulness in ways I do not expect..Suddenly,I feel so blessed..I'm not trying to be spiritual or sound noble,but I'm just so blessed cos God is with me in such tangible ways.. I pray His Light will also be upon people who are going through difficult time now..Let them cry to Him like little children,He'll reveal His glory in them.. Jere 33:3 "Come to Me and I will show you great and mighty things which you do not know"
Then, the offertory hymn just comforts me even more.. "Unless a grain of wheat falls unto ground and dies,it remains but a grain without life" .. How true.. But I tell you,it's really very very very very hurtful to go through the dying stage..it's really the DYING stage..We don't undestand how come,we keep asking why,we cry to Him in prayers,so in great fear of the future,even go into the depression,sometimes even wish God could just take us away....But no matter what happens,keep praying to God who is always beside us....
As for me, I just want to take one day at a time now..let it be pyschologically or supernaturally,I just want to learn to lean on God's grace and strength one day at a time..Pray His peace will always reigns in me..A clear mind freed from all those attacks.. Just take rest under God's wings..
There's really power in prayers,especially with fasting...really it's so true and real..Thank you all who have been praying for me..standing by me as my friends indeed..Thank you..Thank you,Comment,though I do not know you but your comments are really very encouraging..Thank you
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I'm curious hence this comment.
I quoted your very words - "I don't want to be freaky,preachy,or even religious.. But I thank God for the past miraculous days He carried me through.."
You thank god for everything, in every sentence, in every blog.
But have you thank all your friends and family who care for you too? You haven't.
Why not?
OHhhhhhh!!!!! I know how you can thank me liao!!! Shall you treat me to a High Tea at Marriot Hotel? hehehe. I'm free this sat. hehehehehe.
(I dont want a blog thank you! I want a high tea thank you!)
smart huh?
no reply? sigh.
ok. i guess no high tea thank you liao. sad.
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