Saturday, January 26, 2008

26 Jan 08 - In the Morning again

8.12am = still aches..I've tried,really tried to let go..I still miss B..Though I thank God we're still friends now,and he had the courage to explain to my parents to end in peace.. but i still miss him.. By now,I guess you must be sick and tired of my blog cos it's the same every morning.. Sorry,I cannot help it.. I even hug my Bible to sleep in hope it'll ease the aching in the morning.. Anything..anything that will help me to get over this morning aching..

2 comments:

Kim said...

expected leh. who hasn't gone thru what you are going through now?

i'll tell ya, i've "been there, done that" so many times that i myself, have lost count liao.

it is the same. every morning, infact everytime whenever there is nothing really so serious to occupy my mind, my mind will turn to the usual habits like "hanging out with him", "quarreling with him", "strangling him", "knocking his head on the wall", "making him vomit blood", and of course, "making out with him".

but trust me, all these will not last. it will fade off slowly and in due time, you will forget lah.

its like you undergo a surgery, the pain hurts and you will be in pain becuase the pain remind you of the discomfort. but the pain wont last forever, becuase we are young and our body heals in no time. our heart and mind also heal very fast hor!

since you cannot restrain yourself from stop talking about B, then another method is to 'TALK THE POISON OUT'.

we will all talk your poison out until you are so sick of the same topic, you will stop yourself. haha. that works too but it takes longer but it will work nevertheless.

dont worry, just write whatever poison that is in ur mind.

the most impt thing, you must help urself, if not, god cannot help you also lah. u must be strong mentally and physically. k?

ok. u can continue to write the poison now. whatever, just write them. u can scold anyone here too. its ur blog, just dont refer them in full name with ic number, if not, u will get sued.

hehe

Jayles said...

We are here with you~! :)
Take care...