i really wonders what is God planning.. He allowed me to have my life-pit so I learnt to cling unto Him as my ONLY Hope(can you imagine those times when I really read the Word, prayed with such self-discipline n weeped in Adoration room for hours, though I was against the Eucharist concept),allows me to experience Him in such tangible way, gave me Ruth 1:16 to do the most unexpected in the most difficult time, blessed me with a family in RCIA,brought me out of depression in such amazing time, showed me to Amplify when I seek a charismatic group, gave me a supportive group when I wanted to study the Word (finally get serious with Word of God)...What on earth is He doing?
Everything is so well-paved for me til I was so freaking out.. now I've learnt to be cool about it (hey, Rom 8:31 says If God is for us, who can ever be against us?) But it really takes me a while to get used..till now I still can be quite skeptical..
Today I had meeting with BAT..first time meeting with them. And it turns out I actually know all these people!! They are mostly from SCC200 n one of them is my neighbour! Remember the one whose house I joined for carolling? That's him.. It's either the church community is that small OR it's all God's plan. Skeptical you, I knw what u'll say..I dun want to argue - why don't you just take it that my life is full of 'coincidents' ok? Just like the crazy experiences of crying uncontrollably with the song in TP canteen, crying uncontrollably in a cab on my way to B's place.. both feeling the 'love' of God is so overwhelming, when I was not even thinking of God before I cried.. Strange life of J. I agree-strange.
If we seek Him, He will reveal Himself to us. How true it is! Well, my friends, let us take up a challenge.. join me in prayers for a clearer vision on my calling. I had it long ago, have it again .. but just dunno how is He going to do that through me.. So, pray for me ya? There's power in prayers, remember? If my vision gets clearer, I'll treat you who prays a meal, ok? That's the reward for this praying challenge. ahahaa..
Matt 16:19
"And I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven."
OH, by the way, my sister finally has a boyfriend again, after nearly a decade of singlehood.. BUT.. though her boyfriend is Christian (cradle catholic), he does not really 'believe' in the faith.. so please pray for him too. I need as much help as I can get to evangelise to my family members. Thanks!
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